Satanshelvetesjävlaskit!!

There's no easy way out with this...

But the absense of you´re voice just keep reminding me of the fact that my chance with you dosen't exist... I wonder if the chance ever has existed or if it only was words... 

Now I feel that my failure is complete.

So please gather up my things and leave them with someone, so I can pick'em'up without any further sobbing... Cause I'm done sobbing and feeling set a side now... For me, my life has to begin with myself now.

I don't have the strength to place everyone else in first place anymore...

I will not ask you to disapear from my life... If and when the time comes, when you can be my friend at all times, then let me know!

Before that, please don't make me belive that I still have a chance, when I infact don't...